My yearning to smile gets lost everyday but I keep trying...
My need to speak fades for no words can express what I feel..
My longing to laugh dies as the heart weeps...
I wish to sing but melodies remind me of the past..
I crave to feel but the soul is so numb...
I try to breathe but the air gets thicker..
I pine to touch but the very thought makes me recoil...
I need to stop but the tears don’t stop..
I want to think but my brain just won't work...
I try to cope but the will is not there.